I hear what you're saying. I'm sorry.
And sadly, the dolts asking that question don't actually want to hear that answer. They want to hear "I didn't work hard enough" etc.
I agree with you and I understand what you are saying. But why don't you want to be alive?? If you don't want to THAN why are you alive right now?? I think you want to die and be forgotten but you can't do it. You're still human, you're scared. You can improve your life. Just because you're sad rn doesn't mean you have an excuse to give up on everything. I mean do what you want but you're going nowhere. I know I sound rude but it's a wake up call. Life won't always be easy. Move on. I hope everything goes well (: