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  Anonymous says

Sometimes I wonder if this is how my dad felt before he killed himself. I also wonder if he felt like he didn't know how to explain how or what it was that he was feeling inside of himself.
I'm almost the same exact age he was when he took his own life. I'll never forget that day.
Still makes my stomach sink whenever I can't fine away to avoid driving by that house. :(

I hope I can figure out what's going on with me before these feelings turn into som... read more

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Anonymous says

I've been away from home for a year and 3 months, and I miss my friends so much I can't breathe. I was just looking at the pictures we took in the last 2 years of college, and I'd give it all away to live those two years all over again. I think that no matter who I end up having in my life, I will always feel alone as long as I am away from my friends.
I'm so sad

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Anonymous says

I broke up with my ex to start dating another guy. I told him that it was because I didn't want to do distance, because we go to different schools, but this other guy goes to the same university as my ex. I told him I just wanted some time alone, and then started dating someone else the next week. I told him that I still cared about him and I wanted to keep him in my life, and then I blocked him on everything.

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Anonymous says

Overwhelmed. Not feeling great about my life. Wish I had some dope to take the edge off. But, that's not a priority. I've always got to remind myself it's not my priority. I've got to get my sh** together so I can change things.

I miss being high all day. That was the only time anything felt good or right, I didn't care about being alone or being poor or in frail health, everything was okay because I had som... read more

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  reporter says

I hate my job and I hate people. I just want to stay inside and let the world go on without me. If I had the money to do that, I would. I've had enough of the world. I want to hide and be left alone.

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Anonymous says

Why am I forced to be so g**d*** alone.

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Anonymous says

This is the first time I found an online venting community and it feels awesome knowing that whatever I type out is something that will possibly be read by someone out there who can empathise rather than sit alone in my computer folder.

So lets get this out of the way, I am pretty tired of being single. I am writing this as a 22 year old girl who has been single for 3 years. Its not because I have issues att... read more

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Anonymous says

There's no such thing as a safety net.
I grew up hearing "if your in trouble and need help talk to a grown up" and "the policeman and your teachers are your friends".
What a load of sh**.
All the signs were there that I was being abused. They were text book and nobody cared. They didn't even ask me.
I'd go to school in filthy clothes, stinking from not having bathed, my hair unkempt. I wouldn't do even the simplest assignments despite my testing higher... read more

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Mylifemychoice says

Last night I was depressed, after finding out that my father wanted the guy that I have had feelings for him since I was teenager in high school in Dubai, to be actually written for my sister as her husband, but not for me. I have wished if only I am not alive in this world, so I wouldn't be a burden in anyone's life, not even in my sister's life, who has a problem with her legs, and she needs attention and love, more than I do. My cousins and family members, and friends in C... read more

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  Anonymous says

I'm just now seeing the f***ed up sh** my mom did to me when I was younger

Like when I was 13, my parents were divorced and I was living with my dad for a change. I was enrolled in school, making friends and everything.
Well here comes my mom. She fights my father in court over custody and wins. She takes me out of the school I was in and moves me f***ing 300 miles away. And she finishes with "your father did this to you".

It hit me today (almo... read more

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Anonymous says

Better to be alone than be surrounded by people who wouldn't stand by you during hard times, to help you get through.

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  Anonymous says

I’ve been self soothing my whole life. I grew up amongst a huge family and was just someone in the middle. So when I had to cry, I did it alone.
Now as a married adult I am struggling with this very issue- he wants me to open up to him but I can’t. What’s that gonna do for me? Open myself up for damage to be done when I will be fine dealing alone.
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Anonymous says

I'm in the process of getting rid of the toxic people in my life. But I'm scared because I don't want to be alone.

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  Anonymous says

Looks behind monitor.
Sees bottle.

Not now Jack I'm at work.

Bottle moves closer.

Come on Jack not today.

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Alright fine but it's your fault if I miss anything.

That Jack Daniels man. Never leaves me alone at work.

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  Anonymous says

Everybody keeps saying nah he don’t love you he’s playing you don’t fall for his trap how do y’all know this why would he say it and not mean it... what am I incapable of being loved or something what if he really does still love me and want me in life why can’t ex’s be friends like damn I’m just forever alone 😭

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Anonymous says

Why white men are after our asian women? just leave them alone.

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  Anonymous says

I should stop dateing ppl, at this point I feel like I would be better off alone. Every person I've dated, EVERY SINGLE ONE,they beg me for months to date them, talk to me every day and are attentive, soon as I start dateing them they are like that for maybe a month and then stop talking to me, like they'll talk to me sparaticlly but not consistent. Current person is apparently now to busy to talk even though they're not... read more

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Anonymous says

This moment I don't remember quite well but I was alone one afternoon with the person I kind of liked and it was so peaceful and just inches away from him. I swear it felt so different like when you see person for who they really are when theyre not with friends... that kind of thing, the real person, not the kind of fake image they give off. I swear I secretly liked him at that point.

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Anonymous says

They say that time travel is impossible. Well I'm here to tell you its not. It happened to me just tonight when I was at the Panda Express waiting for some g**d*** kung pao chicken. I of course hadn't eaten all day, was running on 4 hours of sleep and was rocking my signature beanie, parka, and worn out leggings look which inadvertently makes me look homeless and/or like jay from Jay and Silent Bob. Anyway there I was waiting patiently by the soda machine, minding my own busi... read more

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Anonymous says

PLEASE GIVE ADVICE. My family and I(im a teenager so I can't do much) have a lot of rescued dogs. We have 12, one of them was dropped off and in awful condition on our road like 5 years ago, pregnant and very violent toward other animals but loves humans. No animal control in my area, and worst of all, she's a pitbull mix so nobody will adopt...We just keep her in a kennel outside; she has a doghouse and stuff but she is so violent to the other animals that we can't have her ... read more

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