I was so drunk, I tried to say no, but I didn't. Nothing was coming out. He took my clothes off, I used to have a crush on him but I didn't want it like this. I tried to tell him no, it just wasn't coming out. He had sex with me, then he left. I've practically lived in the shower for the last two days. I know people will blame me. I need to find a way to make myself forget it ever happened.