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I miss that head-over-heels feeling I had with my very first boyfriend. I've dated several guys since him in the last 12 years, but I can't seem to recreate that magical feeling. love itself has got nothing to do with it, because some of these guys I was actually MORE in love with than him. Maybe it had to do with the fact that it was a long distance relationship an... read more

goddammit, why can't you just see the f***ing light? it's like you will never see what you have settled for. i know it's not like he abuses you, not even verbally. you could be content for the rest of your life if you wanted to. but you're f***ing settling. what happened to when were little and we wanted to go to college anywhere but here and we were going to travel everywhere and you couldn't wait to fall head over heels in lo... read more

I'm really unhappy now, but I can't talk to you. You don't listen. You tell me that you don't care...

Well, I'm thinking about hurting myself and I haven't done that in a long long time...My hope is that if I hurt myself, you'd stay away and give up on us...

I really do love you and the thought of us not being together anymore hurts me more than you can imagine. You will probably find someone else, but me? No. I'm goin... read more

I always fall in love with guys who don't want me. I don't know what it would feel like to have someone love me back.

Pluviophile: (n) a lover of rain; someone who finds joy and peace of mind durring rainy days. <3

I came to comment on how I hate myself and will never, ever stop but then I saw people who want to die and I realize how idiotic I am...but that solidifies how much I hate myself even more. There are literally limitless reasons to hate me.

Apparently, to not hate myself I have to fight the inner voice that says terrible sh** about me, but it's not just a little voice. My entire being completely agrees with every terrible thing I think about me. I'm realistic and honest and I... read more

OH MY GOD!! So I went to my best friend's house and we went swimming and stuff and then we went inside, laid on the couch, watched tv and shared the same blanket! Our legs were intertwined with each other's because we were cold and he felt how cold my feet were so he warmed them up with his hands and it was the best thing in the world and I'm literally crying of happiness! I love him so much and I wish he would give me a... read more

I love you so much.
I've loved you for so long.
I'm grateful for the chance to experience these feelings.
I love everything about you.
I want to be by your side forever.
I love you so much.

So I like this person whose of the same gender as me, which sucks because I could never go out with her if I wanted to, because I'm to anxious and afraid of being judged by society.
So all I can do is wait around for someone else to show up in my life that I can fall in love with.
Which probably won't happen,

See what had happened was this.. I feel in love with this girl & it wasn't supposed to happen but it happened. We've been through alot. We aren't dating. Me & her wasn't suppose to get this serious. We were just friends and we've done some things and we had fun. But now all of a sudden she's acting different. She acting like I don't really exist to her. She doesn't want to accept the fact that I will always have ... read more

Everyone I love doesn't feel the same.
Everyone who loves me can't get their feelings returned.

He loves me.
To me, we're friends. But I can't break his heart. I really can't.

It feels like I am constantly giving in this friendship. And I feel like you take advantage of me for that. I don't ask for much, I just wish.. that you would leave me alone sometimes. I don't always have to be around you. I don't always have to be talking to you. I want to be alone sometimes. I want to hang out with other friends sometimes.

But whenever I leave you, even just for a bit, even though I talk to you every single day, you still complain that I am abandoning you.... read more

Sometimes the person you love, loves you but just don't know how to say it nor show it .

I've never been so happy in my 21 years life. She was the one and only reason for my almost endless happiness... untill she decided to put an end to it. Maybe it was a mistake to screw up every (2) friends and put all my time and effort for our happiness, but i obviously did something wrong. You said you'll take a break for me and will stay friends after it. Now you say you just want to say hi from "time to time". I'm sorry that you're my first read more

I like my kdramas but it sometimes can be torture watching two people fall in love. I wonder what it would have been like if I came to him genuinely. Wewould pprobably still be together, if not as lovers then as friends and if not as friends then as lovers.. I regret us so much it hurts to think about. His sad ... read more

I think I might be a psychopath.
I say this because I often put on this "mask" around different friends.

Like, if I'm around my friends who like anime, I will often act innocent, childlike around them, not that there's anything wrong with that, but I also lie bluntly to their face.

I never lie about anything serious, or big, but I still lie, I will tell them I hate a certain thing when in reality I love it.

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I think I love my boyfriend more than he loves me.

i struggle with identity alot. i don't know what the f*** I am. i don't know why I'm forced to define myself. a lack of definition creates freedom, but no structure. I haven't found my balance yet. I lose one game in basketball and all of a sudden i feel worthless. i just neeed love, that's all I give all I want is love. idk if that's really true, it doesn't feel co... read more