I want to go on holiday, on a relaxing spa thing, or the kind of holiday where you stay somewhere beautiful in the middle of nowhere and just paint and read. I've been working all year saving money to go on holiday this summer but i don't have any friends to go with. I'm too scared to go on holiday by myself and i think it would just make me sad. I really want to travel and explore and relax and have an amazing time with someone. I can't believe i dont have a friend or a date to take with me