brokennerves says

Got fired today...well got my whole company fired today.
Yep you heard that right.
So I worked cleaning buildings, commercial ones under contract of the company. So, this one is an office building of like 500 rooms in the main building, 7 rooms in the back building, 6 in the side building. We clean them all and the halls, elevators, restrooms.Every.last.inch.
Hate it but I quickly figured out the "we work with your student schedule." Companies are a lie. I h... read more

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  brokennerves says

My friend who moved away sent me a text. She said.
"I want to tell you something." I am like oh okay what is it. So I am waiting forever and she takes so long I have already finished putting on my makeup, getting dressed, and was about to get in my car to leave for the day. I am like hmm maybe she is mad at me maybe she is having a hard time up north who knows. Then when I start my car I get a notification. She says she has had a crush on me.
Now it is my time to ... read more

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  brokennerves says

Students living on campus their first year do better.
Wow you are so right, between not being able to sleep for my 6:30 am class, my roommate bringing 8 drunks into the room at 3 am when I just finished studying and just fell asleep for my 6:30 test was so f***ing helpul. Hearing the girl at 5 am dancing in the halls singing
"It's raining BIG men amen." Is just one of the many highlights. The racing in the under building parking lot is amazing especially when you ... read more

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brokennerves says

I had an exchange student that liked to think she was the nicest person in the world. She was in the same grade as me and we had almost all classes together. All I wanted was to have a break from her though.
I mix classical songs and the old traditional songs of different countries together. That is what I enjoy doing. Well I mixed two classical songs together and I was like hmmm yeah I like this.
She said do you like it? I said yes. She said
"No-one likes i... read more

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brokennerves says

If you ever feel embarrassed just remember. More than likely I am running into a door somewhere that says pull.

  • Feb 11
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  brokennerves says

A new (step) family member is a complete b*tch. She has been bullying this girl who was chosen from their dance group by talent agents. Taken to New York to dance etc.
So this family member bullies her and when called out on it she cries. Her bio dad says no no not my kid so shut up. Wont listen to the bullied girls parents or the high school. So now they are being pursued with legal actions because she wont stop. The full reason being this girl is a better dancer than ... read more

  • Feb 10
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  brokennerves says

My hell of a school experience *part 3**
The "dont wear solid color or youll be attacked about gang members at the school if you choose the wrong color that day" school.

Middle school I went to a school where I was told I was a target for being white. My name was "cracker" at no point did anyone give a sh** and the school staff used excuses like "well you just dont fit in" or "oh he only did that because he likes you." Bullies were bad and the guys were cre... read more

  • Feb 10
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  brokennerves says

My hell of a school experience *part 2*
How I slipped and called a teacher a b****, but she didn't do anything because she knew it was true.
Okay so if you have run across my part 1 you read that I was the silent kid, not a rude student or a sassy back talking one....at least not until the end of school years when I would start standing up for myself no matter who it was. Well junior year I had an English Teacher who was always rude and stuck up. This guy was bein... read more

  • Feb 10
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  brokennerves says

My hell of a school experience * part 1*
The teacher that called me a little sh** and told me she didnt believe I could "do college"
In high school my Junior year first semester I had all the credits I needed and because my counselor didnt want to do paper work I wasnt allowed to graduate early. Meaning skip to senior year.
Fourth foreign language
Some random math class that I was allowed to sleep in because my teacher knew I already knew all of the ma... read more

  • Feb 10
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  brokennerves says

I am so tired of the neighbors that moved in about 5 months ago. My home is on the corner right as you enter our street. This man and his 4 wives and 8 kids got this three bedroom home ON THE OTHER END OF THE STREET. When I have Christmas lights up. I dont want your kids unplugging them. Unwrapping them and BREAKING them. You let your kids that are from ages 3-5 run around whenever whereever they want! And when I come home tired from the day that started at 5 am. I dont want ... read more

  • Feb 10
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  brokennerves says

No one believed me when I said my mom and I are the shortest people in my very very large family. One day though 7 of my friends came to a family get together where not even half my family was at but without me and my friends we had abouy 400 people. It is the annual family reuninion....without the whole family. But thats what you get when most everyone in your family has about 8-14 kids each.
Either way when we showed up my friends were freaking out. One asked "Who is ... read more

  • Feb 10
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brokennerves says

Me: Yeah no I don't think I will go skydiving
Friend: Why not? Pllleease.
Me: I don't have very much luck. So I don't think so.
Friend: Yes you do! Nothing has happened to you! It will be fun pllleeassee.
Me:Nothing? That giant 6ft wrestle mania kid fell from the top of the bleachers and landed on top of me when I was sitting four seats down and not even in front of him. He stopped falling and I made it all the way to the bottom face first. I walked in... read more

  • Feb 9
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  brokennerves says

Remembering the strange conversations that have happened to me part 1.
I had gotten sick and missed a day of high school senior year. My German teacher said during study hall come to my room and tale the quiz you missed. So i went in and her study hall class were all playing Trivia Crack. I finished my quiz early (I just took this class to fill in an empty spot on my schedule. My family is largely German and it was often spoken at home everywhere. Same for Spanish becau... read more

  • Feb 9
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  brokennerves says

The story of how my mom and I got accused of being witches and are no longer allowed in a friends car.
So my mom has this friend that she has known since high school. Well we went shopping awhile back with him, he is getting married to his boyfriend at the end of this month. Well we get where we are going finish uo and when we get back to his car it starts and lasts until we get out in the middle of the street. With it broken down he is stressed releating oh no oh no. W... read more

  • Feb 3
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  brokennerves says

Whaaaaaattt????!!! The teacher that I told you was having realationships with atleast 6 minors, and often went on racist rants in the middle of class saying "whites are the problem with the world and should be treated like jews in WWII" got your school all in the media for impregnating a 14 year old!?!?! Wow guess when I told you kept bringing girls from other classroom to sit in his lap while he taught etc, YOU SHOULDN'T HAVE TOLD ME I WAS "INSANE" or threatened me with susp... read more

  • Feb 1
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  brokennerves says

I have been asked how come I "flop from suicidal to omg remeber this...." that "clearly you must be faking being tired of life." well guess what, I don't. Many know this, many can attest
that there are ways of coping, ways of trying to put on this mask of normality.....but it is not the normality of the suicidal person. It is a mask to make you feel better. We walk around with smiles and stories and all the while our hearts are shattered pieces inside of us.
For m... read more

  • Feb 1
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  brokennerves says

I sh** YOU NOT!! Long story but I have to include all the sh** that happened😂
One day I was overly mad. It had been one of THOSE days. So I said damn I just needed to beat someones a** (just messing with my little brother because I looked at him with a raised brow before chasing him down just letting off steam by joking around p.s. he knew I wasnt going to do anything to him and was laughing.) well that night I had a strange feeling. Couldn't sleep and it was getting... read more

  • Feb 1
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  brokennerves says

I am so tired. If they freaking knew how tired I was they wouldn't do this sh** anymore.
I am tired of being attacked daily when all I have done is breathe.
I am tired of getting text from a person I haven't seen all day or said not even two words to in weeks only for them to text me and call me a motherf***er and a whore etc. I am tired of them all saying everything is my fault! Then when I fix the issue I didn't even cause, they claim they never even said it was... read more

  • Feb 1
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  brokennerves says

How come everytime I see someone I went to school with in elementary school, middle school, or high school. They have gone through this amazimg transformation YET I LOOK THE DAMN SAME SINCE I WAS LITTLE. I want to go through this amazong butterfly transition too😭😭😭😭

  • Jan 30
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brokennerves says

I am just so freaking pissed off with today. So much for a damn birthday celebration. I thought after not doing stuff for my birthday that maybe when my mom brought up going to a restaurant this year it would be nice. Well the day we were to go, oh nope my brother didn't feel like going he wanted to go to his friends house and so we JUST COULDN'T go. Skip to yesterday oh nope he wants to go again to his friends house and how dare I ask if he has to come with us. So then today... read more

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