callmesisixoxo says

Well, I stayed in a relationship for 2 years, making all these amazing memories only to find out in the end that he wasn't the one after all and I had just become bored with commitment issues in the end because of the distance and lack of intimacy. What is this experience meant to teach me? It just sucks when issues arise and you start drifting away from a connection that you actually felt was genuine and special.

  • Jan 27
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callmesisixoxo says

I feel like self harming again for the first time in ages. I'm just feeling so frustrated right now, my thoughts and emotions are all over the place. I need an escape from the low points, I need to feel in control.

If do end up making the same mistake again, I won't tell anybody about it this time as I will just be seen as manipulative and attention seeking and I'm not in the mood to ruin any more of the relationships that I have.

  • Jan 27
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callmesisixoxo says

I would delete my account and cover my tracks but there isn't an option to do that and I can't give Muttr staff the details to do it so I may as well continue to vent. Suck on a lemon peel, grr...

  • Jan 22
callmesisixoxo says

Well, I decide whether to end my existence or not and right now I want to continue living my pointless life. So shhh...

  • Jan 22
callmesisixoxo says

Like I'm pretty sad, I have far too much time on my hands and could be doing a lot more with my own life but at least I'm not wishing death on others. Some people are at a low point already and don't need to be pushed down any further.

  • Jan 22
callmesisixoxo says

If you're sad enough to go around telling people on the internet to end their lives then maybe you need to get a life of your own.

  • Jan 22
callmesisixoxo says

Well I'm not dying yet.

  • Jan 22
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callmesisixoxo says

I don't know. Banana, Banana, Apple, Orange.

  • Jan 22
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callmesisixoxo says

I never got why people use and drop people. I hate that. Just pursue people that you genuinely appreciate and want to keep around, if you don't have somebody's best interest at heart then quit leading them on. I've never understood the thrill in misleading or hurting others unless they've done me wrong.

  • Jan 19
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callmesisixoxo says

Mindmelt - PRZM, CCIV - Good tune! :p

  • Jan 19
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callmesisixoxo says

These misc posts with the disabled replies are so mysterious. The suspense is killing me. :p

  • Jan 19
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callmesisixoxo says

Are you talking about me?

  • Jan 19
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callmesisixoxo says

Life is good right now. :) Chilling in a fancy apartment with good company, made some fried chicken, carbonara and nutella filled crepes, smoked a few big, fat, juicy joints and cracked open a couple of Heinekens. Still trying to get to the bottom of these posts but to be fair I want to keep a positive vibe.

  • Jan 19
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callmesisixoxo says

Let it goooo. We get it. I'm beautiful in my own eyes, I also pose as a painting of dreary, golem looking old man here on Muttr and that's all that matters. :)

  • Jan 19
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callmesisixoxo says

You can stop reminding me that I'm unwanted now, I already know.

  • Jan 18
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callmesisixoxo says

Let's just let go. Stop harboring on to negative thoughts and feelings and regurgitating mistakes, incidents and situations that exist in the past but don't have to exist in the present. Why not either give a new chapter an opportunity or part with no underlying hard feelings?

  • Jan 17
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callmesisixoxo says

I just feel pretty worthless right now.

  • Jan 16
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callmesisixoxo says

I am actually feeling kind of hurt, I feel as though the people who were closest to me are getting more distant, some have already drifted away. I'm scared that it will all get too much and I won't want to be around anymore.

  • Jan 16
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callmesisixoxo says

I'm still having fun and seeing beautiful places without y'all! >:) Your absence doesn't mark the end of my trip. My trip has just begun and I've had lots of great experiences recently that have molded me as a person so yeah.

  • Jan 16
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callmesisixoxo says

I ain't killing myself, ho. I will live another day... I think, then again I don't really like how corrupt this world can be and how salty people get towards each other...

  • Jan 16
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