You are the reason I want to live ,
Also the reason I want to stop living .
Don't know if I'll ever be the same again , you took so much from me I'm trapped , if I leave I know I'll fall into an emotional spiral if I stay I'll continue to have this feeling of pain, betrayal, regret....either way is no way to live . Both ways I'm miserable .
Never fall in love , it'll be the death of you .