thisgirl says

I'm tired of trying! I want to be closer to you and all you do is venture farther and farther away from me. Even if you don't realize you're doing it. I'm sorry but I can't do this. I can't waste my time and set myself up for yet another heartbreak... I guess I'll just see you around...

  • 29 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

You know that horrid feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you feel like you're going to lose someone? It won't go away. Everything seems fine as long as we are in person but as soon as we part, the feeling comes back and I don't know what to think, to feel... I just want him to want me and I need the reassurance that he's not leaving me anytime soon.

  • 24 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

Just an observation... But some of you people need to go out and get laid... its not that difficult to find someone to screw. There are a lot of desperate men and women out there. Get off your a**, take a shower, and go out. Simple as that.

  • 23 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

I know I don't really post a lot but thank you guys for listening to what I do have to say. Knowing that someone is reading and trying to help makes me feel a little better. :)

  • 23 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

So i finally confronted this guy that Ive been talking to about whether or not he actually cares about me... It seems to me like its purely physical and I'm not okay with that because I really like this guy. A lot. I told him that if he doesn't feel the same way, then I'm done. I refuse to be a play thing. If he would rather sleep around and not take anything seriously, then that's his problem and he can deal with it himself. He works late so he's sleeping right now and he ha... read more

  • 23 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

im tired of sitting in class. Im tired of dealing with all of the idiots that surround me. I just want to get through school so i can try to get into a more mature environment.

  • 14 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

i don't feel good. I'm exhausted, my throat hurts, and i miss my baby. I just want to go curl up in bed with him and forget everything else. I just want to see his face and touch his skin and kiss his lips and run my fingers through his hair. i'm having withdrawals...

  • 14 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

All I want is for you to message me first... or send me a really sweet message or and "i miss you". I'm the one always doing the cute stuff and it makes it seem like you don't care... I just want reassurance that you do care and that I'm just over thinking this and blowing it all out of proportion. Even a simple :) would make me feel just a little bit better.

  • 14 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

in a room full of people knowing that you are completely alone. On several levels... maturity, emotional... I just need to get out!

  • 13 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

i realize exactly how much i need to leave this place... I'm constantly worried or stressed about something and a lot of it has to do with family or work or some random stupid boy that I've decided to infatuate myself with. There are so much more important things in life... I'm stuck in this small town and there isn't a way out. I'm 16 and mom still has control of me. I get that i'm young and I know that every one says the same thing... but I know that I could do better on my... read more

  • 13 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

Im sick of waiting and wondering... I ask a question and you conveniently get busy with something. every f***ing time! I just want a straight answer. If you care about me, then why do you avoid???

  • 9 Jan 2014
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thisgirl says

okay. so... I work with this guy. He's 18 and beautiful buuuttt he has a girlfriend... He and his girl have been having problems lately and he texts me and vents. Well these last two or three days, its gotten a little more flirty. He flat out told me that he has a thing for me and of course i have a thing for him. I have since we started working together. He wants me to come over tonight to hang out. Should I go? I really don't want to mess things up with the two of them. She... read more

  • 9 Jan 2014
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