I get excited and talk about stuff no one gives a sh** about. And then people get pissed when i dont share whats going on in my life.
See this is why i get sad. I swear if i get all in a muck just because i start thinkinf like this...
Or if i could not get sad when people say they don't care. And like keep going that'd be cool.
Cool new life skill for me!
People only care if your alive not happy. Or maybe im too self centered and get mixed up that people may like to hear what... read more
I'm not going to get better. Don't have faith in me. Give up and move on. People like me aren't supposed to live long and happy.
I shouldnt have reached out. I was supposed to be dead long ago.
Leave me alone. And don't check back. If its easier i'll leave you a note saying that i left to go follow my dreams. Just forget about me. Nobody here expects me to make a life of myself, theyre just waiting
Hit by a car? f*** or OD. I don't f***ing care. Maybe heroin. f*** i'd judt run off so everyone can forget about me. Plus then no funeral. It f***iing sucks tho because everyones always antsy around drugs and me evwn my pharmacist. f*** off, f*** it. Does not help i got 3 hours of sleep.
Pointless and painful f***ing stupid. And i was going to try and swear less. f*** could i not f***ing exist and just make people forget about me. Its better lol while the happy radio is playi... read more