Who cares right?
And now i don't know what to think.
I've wanted to almost die again.
I like the feeling, anxiety, crushed soul sadness, its addictive.
I. V. S hooked up to my hands so i can't rip them out. Better than most drugs. Plus the lonliness. No one visits. I get to walk alone in my ward.
I'm easily replaced loads of people have done it.
And its not like i care either.
I feel completley empty and the encironment matches.
Maybe i want to fall over the edge just one ... read more
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"The calm before the storm" is such bulls*** m. As someone with severe storm trauma, the time before the storm is so much worse than the actual storm nine times out of ten. Everything is silent and still and there's no birds or bugs or wind, no squirrels scurrying up trees or dogs barking. It's weird and alien and absolutely not calming.