Your Safe Space to Just Vent

If I didn't know that my father is a good person who sometimes says things he doesn't mean, I'd find his excitement about the French student riots really creepy. He can be quite misanthropic at times, which is strange considering he's a 'man of the people' who works in social contexts. Seeing him smile and say, 'I admire the fact that they threw gas at people and burned them,' is very strange. He jokes that I am a fascist, while he is a self professed socialist, but hearing him talk it sounds more like the opposite.

Gonna get me some White Rabbit candy

I have a feeling I'm gonna eat up this course. I 100% want to get it done like a machine.

Whynarenmen never happy. Perfectly attractive wife. Jealously gaurds her sister

I want to share a Hershey or a Cadbury with YOU!

Why do I feel like if one good thing I prayed for actually happens, I gotta be on my toes not to be ' a bad child of God' if I make any mistakes in life after that good thing happened. It's a feeling like I'm ungrateful and a sinner, not deserving good things

How I adore it when her perfume fills out my living space.

i love working out, it’s just that i keep accidentally holding my breath, so every time i get lightheaded afterwards. it’s very fun

My neighbors would be semi-fine if they would STOP SLAMMING THE FUCKING DOOR

Don't you just hate it when the stockings harden and you gotta wash them? After all the use...

If only she were uninteresting, ugly, boring and bland. But no. She had to be the opposite and be everything I didn't know I would love in a person. Then she just... vanished. After 38 months of making me believe.

Once again I have immense sympathy for those with ped0/ph/1le OCD or anyone with sexual intrusive thoughts at all. People really support mental health until it's unpalatable. An intrusive thought isn't "omg I suddenly wanna cut my hair!" Sexual intrusive thoughts exist. And yes, they're especially common among SA victims. They're not reflective of any desire to actually harm someone.

I'm scared of growing up. I'm gonna be turning 18 in a few days and I'm scared knowing that I will continue to grow older. My stupid tiny problems won't matter anymore. I would be a grown ass woman who should know better and have matured enough to understand. It would be embarrassing because it would be coming from my grown ass self who chooses to cry about it rather than understanding the problem at hand and doing something to fix it. Everytime I see someone say "grown ass man/woman doing this btw" it scares me. They'll say that about me too. How can I be a grown ass person and not know anything? Embarrassing for someone my age and no excuse for anything. If I complain and cry when im 16 it's fine but now I'm getting older and if I complain and cry it's immature and stupid. Even posting this makes me scared. Someone would see it and think, wow grown ass bitch whining about maturing lmao grow up mentally. I used to vent a lot but I've slowly stopped venting as much so I'm glad about that.

Good lord what the fuck is he yapping abt omg free ragebait method if u wanna get ragebaited

I. Love. YOU!

Feeling somewhat embarrassed and ashamed. My DoorDash driver gave my order to the wrong address because the GPS is a stupid kunt who deserves to have her trachea ripped out (I do Walmart deliveries so I have the same problem). I went to the wrong place trying to find it twice. At one of them I closed the door too harshly and the business owner was staring. I have anger issues but I never let it show in public. At least I don't act like Denise at the restaurant where I used to work, I guess. They were all scared of her yet still wanted to be her friends for some reason.

Rep. Riley Moore (R-W.Va.) said Thursday that former President Nixon was “absolutely couped out of office” and added that he was “framed” during the infamous Watergate scandal. NO, he was a war criminal, at a time when that meant you could absolutely get sent to prison for, so they came with this bullshit story, he left office and was pardoned by Ford. A lame duck with nothing to lose but his life and freedom.

It’s embarrassing how much of healing from childhood trauma is re-parenting yourself.

I think I am quite possibly the happiest I've ever been in my life. One would think that to be a good thing, but I am so stressed about it, ahahah. I should live in the moment and be happy, but I'm creating all these scenarios in my head. Also I am quite literally on the verge of death most of the time, so is now really the time for happiness? I couldn't have had it, I don't know, before I might not be given the time to enjoy it?

I realize in a lot of ways I just wish I had a parent. My mom is dead. My dad groomed me when he was in my life and hasn't been in it for most of it. I had some good people around when I was a kid, but I also just wish kid me had been shown more concern, patience, and care. It felt like no one bothered to ask kid me WHY I was struggling. I wasn't allowed to talk to the school counselor when I was in trouble, even if I was crying my eyes out. They also claimed that because I had my own therapist, the school counselor couldn't see me, which is just...not true, from my understanding? It's just. A kid acting out and acting negatively should be a cause for concern for that child. An adult doesn't get that same grace, and I understand why, but sometimes I just. I want someone to care.