Your Safe Space to Just Vent

i finally fell asleep just to wake up to her blasting more of that morgan wallen shit oh my fucking god blasting beownnnoise in my ears rn

yikes I was WAY off the deep end last night roflmfaool

I feel liek a dog waiting at the door for him. i think i gotta give it up. im like that stupid image with that bird in an empty cage. i need to get over this shit omg

Made a Tiktok edit that I thought was good, that I was proud of. Got two comments about how bad the song I used for the edit was(it was an Weeknd song). Ended up deleting the video. I rewatched it and now I can't stop cringing at it

"so this radfem made a video...wishing for their eradication...calling me obtuse." radical feminism has truly become a stain on civil rights. if equality means men and women are treated equally, then calling men subhuman is NOT it unless your idea of equality is that everyone's equally miserable. I guess TBF radfems have never specified what kind of equality they want so at least they're honest in that aspect. the worst part though is there's different kinds of radfem and they're all equally insane. you have transphobes (TERFs), those who want to control your sexuality (SWERFs), racists (femonationalists), ableist (eugenics feminism), and even ones who think women can and should choose to be homosexual (lesbian feminism). and they don't even really do anything for women's rights. whereas real feminists have actual grievances like abortion access, suffragism, and domestic violence and do something about it like sign petitions, run for office, and build shelters, these poor excuses of feminists just complain about how X group is responsible for women's oppression and that's it. how did we let it get this bad?

Why does my life seem too much right now? I'm always the light for other people, in fact that's what I live for is making others happy. I can't even make myself happy, I hate my body, my hair, my skin, everything about myself makes me want to cry. Ive cried so much this year that my eyes can't even take it anymore. I just want someone to be there for me yk? Ask if I'm okay, how I'm doing, or just a simple hug. I hate studying and it feels like that's all i ever do. It's getting harder to keep my silly at up at school, my mom doesn't seem to give two shits about my mental health. The only thing she cares about is my grades and missing assignments. I'm too fucking tried to do anything and it's weighing me down. Making me depressed, unmotivated, and i have no one to talk to about any of it. And it's just like why the fuck do i even try? As long as i have good grades my mom is happy. I make others happy, that's good! I just want to die to escape all of this. All this pain feels like its consuming me and taking over my thoughts. Music barley helps anymore and SH feels like it's getting dull. Nothing is helping me anymore I'm a lost cause. I always have been. I really hate my life.

My life's a bit of a shitshow and its mostly due to how shit of a person i am Lived life not caring much for anything or anyone started dating at 15 with mental problems to someone who was 20 at the time with much more mental problems than i It was long distance over discord, stupid yeah, but still more stupid is that im venting online now cause i dont want to talk to anyone Stayed with her for a long time (5 years) on basically what was a toxic relationship for the most of it, to be fair it went both ways by the end Tried to break up with her once before meeting her but she said she would kill herself if she didnt have me Always wanted to meet her personally, see if it would be better if having physical contact would change something but also to finally see her properly since, well i had'nt seen a proper Picture/photo of her before since she refused to send much, id seen nudes before seeing her face, the day comes i pay for everything since by this time im 18, her transport, the place, and the food aswell, she's definitelly not what i had imagined but horny i guess, i go and lose my virginity taking her's aswell, end up cumming inside since she asked for it for days, get her to take a day after pill (That was my condition since she didnt use any other form of contraception), when she goes back everything returns to the same mostly, she still just barrages me with her problems daily and i just go bottling up everything, months pass and i find someone who atracted me (yeah shitty but im a shit person) and that gave me the strength to properly end the relationship, i go ahead and mark a day that i wanted to talk to her, where i formally break up with her, on that day she goes to a bridge to try and jump in front of a truck, and cuts herself, while i try to maintain distance but i still try to support her through her friends, she ends up going back to her home and i start acting like a lost dog in need of affection in my discord server going for any and all attention i could get for even the most minimal of affection, she ends up seeing that and has a miscarriage from a pregnancy she kept hidden from me that happend at the time we had sex, still by this point i dont know anything, afterwards she creates her own server and talks to her friends which we had a lot of mutuals, some where i had discussed the breaking up and why i was tired of the relationship, she took this as me wanting to demonize her

To the person saying "man shouldn't lie with another man" and to say f@g because I talked about your president lol a old man shouldn't lie in bed with kids a man shouldn't have a file worth of him touching and putting his finger in kids. A man should know basic math but MAGA president is a narcissistic douchebag. Oh yea didn't he violate all the amendments as well? Yea lol 😆 🤣 didn't your president call out sleepy Joe only for him to do the same thing but more lmao didn't your president take a shit on himself not once, not twice, but 6 times hahahaha, oh yea didn't he deport immigrants not knowing ohhhh yeeeaaa HES A IMMIGRANT TOOOOO LMAO MAGA ARE SUCH TRUMP DICK RIDERS JUST DUMBASS DICK RIDERS FOR TRUMP FUCK OFF

"Name one thing you carried today that nobody noticed." I worked hard today and when i come home i just work more. Its a lot for me because I also am having a relationship crisis right now all while having to study for this math test (i think its tmmr) its like no one cares to even ask how I'm doing. It doesn't take that much to just ask if I'm okay man..

https//myoutubecom/watch?v=qQRhfnYI7pM so this radfem made a video promoting the idea that everyone wants a girl nowadays instead of a boy. The comments were full of misandry, accusing men of being inherently violent and burdensome and some even wishing for their eradication. I wish i was saying this was an exaggeration but you can see for yourself. On top of it all, she was using a manosphere article as proof to support herself, which is double irony. I left a comment debunking the points in her video and she responded by speaking in circles, not addressing a single point i made, and calling me obtuse. And then she replied again saying that she did in fact address a specific point in my comment although she didn't and i also find it interesting she chose not to focus on the whole comment anyway. It's almost as if she didn't have counterarguments. People like her are poisoning feminism.

I fucking hate people.

i’m so exhausted and i don’t even lwanna move and now my mom is blasting morgan wallen in the kitchen im ready to die

the internet is a hell of our own creation. You can find any number of dicks who have had the a exact same scenarios as your shitty life and you band together into an internet shitball.

Not excited for work… Wednesday feels like it’ll be cursed Also the past two days ppl have been staring me down like crazy. Security guard watching me. Customer walks past and stares at me like okay bro try to not trip whole you’re busy staring at me. Same thing with co worker a few seconds later. Then today at the front a lady just stares at me and then one walks past. I turn to go back where I came from and the lady stops like an NPC. Customers flagging me down and just ignoring the manager at the desk… like sure ask the person randomly walking down the aisle… like just bc I’m walking near this section doesn’t mean I know about it. And then the other o that actually work there…? Who knows? I think something happened at work with one dude or he didn’t get enough sleep, he was in rare form cranky to this other guy that gives off golden retriever almost femboy vibes, Did the DL trade go wrong? And they were trying to calm him. Okay I need to chill bc these are real ppl, Then again it’ll be probably a rough few months for some. Halloween is over, thanksgiving then Christmas and new year then Valentine’s Day. Oh honey the holidays keep going on and on. But also yesterday was trash bc my manager and other ppl were just laughing loudly like something was so hilarious like that loud loud laughter and I could hear them before clocking out as I was walking to clock out and I think when I waked past and it makes me sad wondering if they were making fun of me. One girl clocked out and nothing… One guy asked what was so funny and they didn’t explain. If it’s not the customers it’s the employees sigh. I wish I could work remote. Probably less socialness maybe less to judge At work I just want to do my job and go home. I’m not here for the drama or keke haha nor talking shit. I imagine everyone’s working for their own reasons. Some seem genuinely miserable and the other half seems to be there for the vibes. Others probably have another job lol

'Election Day Is Wednesday': FBI Gives Voters Wrong Date While Promising to Protect Midterms, Slammed for Misinformation Not one honest soul left in that fucking DC

I haven’t eaten in 5 days.

tRump losing so bad he's willing to go to Afghanistan THIS YOUR FUCKING LEADER! WHEN ALL THIS GO TO SHIT HE IS WILLING TO FLEE AND FUCK ALLL YOU PEOPLE WE TRIED TO WARN YOU LMAO HE PUT HIS TAIL BETWEEN HIS LEGS AND RAN HAHAHAHAHAHA

I really wish these lidocaine patches had a better adhesive.

i feel like a shaken soda can all the time. like i'm trying to keep my fucking mouth shut but i have no one to talk to and the things i'm miserable about keep leaking out and getting all over everything and making my whole world sticky.

day 1 period. super sick. therapy canceled. room messy. no friends. -$300. no good food. i can't TAKE it anymore i wish i could actually end my fucking life