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Today we lost a 49 year old Mxpx bassist Mike Herrera. He is now 50!

i am really upset because i made several calls to 988 and warmlines in the past, and they always turn against me and side with my mom and my sisters, i said they are crazy, i got a huge lecture from someone on 988 and they said they wanted the call respectable, they were against me and didn’t care one bit, that’s why I keep having suicidal thoughts and homicidal thoughts, it’s all their fault, I am fine now, never get them, but the warmlines and 988 are the cause and I used to think it was my family, but this whole time it’s all those mental health services. Another time i contacted a warmline said 988 gave me beef about calling my family crazy the warmline was against me and said they wouldnt use that word, they picked on me, bullied me to put me down to make me feel bad, other times they defend my sisters and think everything is sibling rivalry and it never is about that. No wonder I felt suicidal. I don’t blame myself. Warmlines are dismissive, side with my sisters and tell me to say i am worried about them, when they are eavesdropping, i didnt like that and i didnt want to, but i just agreed with the warmline and i didnt feel worried. i was mad and hated my family and the warmline was dismissive. i was disgusted and everyone is against me, everyones loves everyone else more than me. nobody loves me everyone just defends my sisters and loves them more and everyone hates me. That’s the feeling I get because of 988, warmlines and etc. they cause more harm than good. They are horrible and I didn’t do anything to deserve that. I hate all those services, I am never going to reach out to them again because these people get a kick out of hurting me, they want to ruin my day and they want me to be suicidal, I know that because people on 988 and warmlines are targeting me specifically they upset me on purpose and when I am crying they hurt me even more and they want me to actually do it. I have to stay away. Everyone else is stupid because if I say this they are like nah, then why do they treat me so badly then? 988, warmlines, and other crisis lines are nothing but trouble, they cause more harm then good and the your hope center guy is part of it and he was giving dirty looks and he was interrogating me, he just wanted to be mean to me, he just wanted to harm me and provoke me. He didn’t even fucking care. He wanted me to have depression, to be sick so that he can feel better himself, I don’t have depression but he wanted me to have it.

A lot of people have me blocked because I associate with my partner. I’m coming to realize I was lovebombed and maybe this isn’t healthy, but what am I supposed to do? All of my friends know and are close with my partner. I don’t think my partner is necessarily evil. I don’t want them to get in trouble.

porn is supposed to be arousing, its supposed to help you is it not? why is so unrealistic & gross , soo performative?? definitely not a site for women, if you type "orgasm" its all women who comically squirt/c*m an insane amount of liquid, if you type "male orgasm" they give you shitty videos, all the g*yporn is low quality and like 30 seconds long, the captions r strange idk i just think p*rnsites are male targeted.. i cant cum to this shit ew.

I most definitely think there’s an argument to be made in how some people’s first introduction to how sex works is porn, and how particularly men who grow up watching increasingly violent material might come to expect that of their partners without a proper understanding of consent and boundaries. I still don’t think the solution is banning said porn.

Every single time people warn that censorship won’t JUST stop at the things you personally find disgusting or obscene, people continue to argue for the things they find disgusting to be censored and then act surprised when things they don’t find disgusting are also censored.

I hate how people pretend amazing new stuff is common and boring, like they're just "so above it all" "so knowledgeable and experienced" like pretending their life behind the scenes is so amazing and better than yours somehow. yeah whatever. popularity doesn't count as an accomplishment

I wanted to write this anonymously, i still might i guess ill decide when im done. I am engaged, i'm what people typically call a milspouse or armywife; to a male. I haven't spoke to him since he left, i havent heard from him and my mind has been spiraling. Before i started dating him i started to believe i had interest in women, i felt attracted to them-- ive caught feelings for girls, ive had sex with girls and i enjoyed it, but i liked my fiance freshmen and sophomore year and i still like him now-- i'm not saying i don't love him i just don't know whats wrong with me. I fluster around girls i think are cute, i get nervous around them more than i do boys and when i scroll and see lesbian couples on social media i feel envy, idk what is going on.., is this cheating? am i just idk.

So some moslem looking dude came in the shop looking to buy a spare key and I had one but I told him I didn’t and sold it to someone else. :) voting blue will never stop me.

Looking at my Facebook memory and, I remember this btch getting mad at me because I took a picture of her kissing another dude.....while she was talking to another . How the hell was I supposed to know you was a skanky hoe. To this day you still cant keep a man. You're the reason why nurses get stereotyped as being promiscuous.....Lol!!!!!

this place is so weird, got called an attention seeker because i said the site was dry and non-interactive , I wasn't specifically talking about people responding to my posts-- the communities i'm in are deserted and i refreshed to REPLY to new posts and saw none, bastards get on a vent/social site where u typically ask for advice, debate, commune etc and then cry when i talk shit abt it dare i say you may be the one who needs attention?😭😭

I’m going to drive by the local mosque today blasting children of a worthless god by exodus over and over.

"life on easy mode" if you're the type to want to shoot up a school because your crush doesn't like you, i promise you you wouldn't survive a single period had you ever gotten one. you're coddled and it's YOUR life that's been on easy mode all this time for you to crash out so dramatically over something as small as a rejection. loser.

I don’t know why she cares so much. I don’t understand why it bothers her so much. I am not even her child. She isn’t my mom. She is a weirdo and she has a parasocial relationship with me. It makes me wish I was never born. She is toxic. I am not cute and she keeps saying I am cute. I am tired of it. It’s annoying. She isn’t moving on and that’s not my fault. I moved on but she keeps reminding me of what I didn’t do. She has no business bothering me. She is a stranger to me. This isn’t her house and this isn’t her life. She needs to get her own life. I am sick of her complaining about how I am acting. My life isn’t her fucking business. I didn’t invite her in. She barges in. She doesn’t take a hint. I tried certain prayers but she keeps complaining about them when I play it. She is so annoying. I am sick and tired of her trying to talk to me. I tell her to leave me alone and she insults me. She stands there and insults me. It’s nerve racking. She complains about my attitude also. I don’t have an attitude problem, she does. Her favorite word to say now is get over it. And I am sick and tired of hearing it. She harrasses me all the time. I didn’t ask for this. She isn’t my teacher and I didn’t ask for a teacher. She isn’t there assigned to me. She says she is. It’s a trick and trap. She also says she isn’t going to help me if I act a certain way and I didn’t even want her around in the first place. Then she says why do I have to deal with people with anger and or problems and I don’t have anger and or problems. She is bothering me and she doesn’t get it. She doesn’t take a fucking hint. It’s frustrating. Nobody is making her stay here. She can leave anytime she wants. I don’t understand her. This is my life, right? Yeah it is, well she says it isn’t. She is weird. She also threatens me by saying she is going to take my tablet away and then she keeps telling me to get off of it. This isn’t her tablet and she didn’t let me get it. I bought and paid for it. I didn’t ask her permission nor did I need it. She also says I need to do homework and I don’t have fucking homework, 37 year olds don’t get homework. She is so fucking stupid. Doesn’t she know this? I never agreed to do fucking homework and she doesn’t make the rules.

there was a time I saw what looked like CSAM, so I looked away immediately. then I thought "was that really CSAM or did I misjudge it", looked back, verified that it was pretty likely to be CSAM and then immediately looked away again, that time for good. then I reported it. there was a time I got a popup ad advertising "teen porn": fearing that it might've been CSAM, I closed it, but then had the same thought as above (was it actually CSAM or not) and reopened it so I could be sure before I report it, which I did. I don't know if those actors were actually 18+ or not, though it seems likely they were. there was a time that, on my Google image search results, there was a "teen porn" thumbnail. I looked away, but then added a word to the search and scrolled down the results again, knowing that the thumbnail might've been in the other results as well. it was, and I saw it again. I don't know if those actors were actually 18+ or not, though it seems likely they were. I reported that too, but I was panicking about something else at the time and allowed it to distract me from my moral duty, so it took me a day or two iirc. have I done moral wrong? have I done harm? and is it redeemable?

These people involved in those mental health services are trying to make me appear like I am sick because they need the money that badly. They don’t care about me. They just want something to be wrong with me so they can get paid. They lack empathy and make fun of me. They asked me if I was drunk because I sound like it, making fun of me for having narcolepsy type 1 with Cataplexy. That’s all they care about is hurting me and getting paid for it. They also want me to kms because then they really need the money. They lie when they say they care about me because they treat me like shit. I am mad at 988 for always asking questions, now because they always asked me, they put that idea in my head. I had suicidal thoughts and homicidal thoughts in the past because of them. Not because I was already feeling that way, they were putting those ideas in my head. There's something seriously wrong with these people. I also just wanted to say that we don’t need to learn to get along and love each other. If I don’t like you, that means leave me the fuck alone, that means don’t speak to me, and that means don’t push further. Michelle Many is making me upset because she thinks if you hate her, that means it’s a lesson that you need to learn; that I need to learn to love her. Unfortunately, that’s not how life works, this is not reality, I don’t agree with the concept that we are born to learn lessons, that earth is school, that if I don’t like something or someone that it means I need to learn a lesson. That’s ridiculous. That’s not why I was born. I wasn’t born to believe that stuff. I was born to keep myself loved,safe and happy. Michelle Many stresses me out and makes me want to commit suicide. All I want to do is get away and she keeps pushing further. She keeps bothering me. She is not my mom, I am not her daughter, and I am sick of her delusional beliefs. She probably wouldn’t of done all this if we haven’t met, she is a stalker and she is obsessed with me. She plays toxic games with me. She attacks me mentally. She attacks me physically. She passed away but she keeps haunting me. She said it’s because I didn’t go to her funeral. People would say that I am guilty and or feel guilty and I don’t have guilt about not going to her funeral. She is trying to make it so I don’t forget it. She is trying to harrass me and attack me for it. I don’t deserve it.

You're the one insane. I wasn't talking to anyone here. Venting thoughts doesn't mean it's directed at users of the website. I am not Dondi, to think it's for you.

There was no relationship. Especially here. You are insane

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there’s something seriously wrong with you if in any capacity you are into man butthole. any buttholes in general actually because what the actual hell. it is an EXIT for POOP like are you okay? theres 0 natural lubrication in that area and that should tell you something. there’s literally an intestine stuffed with poop half a centimeter away from the butthole..? what is wrong with you people ?!! you all are not germaphobic or even hygienic enough for my liking. are you men not worried about your penis getting infections from the poop filled hole you’re about to stuff it in? quite literally? you do realise you have a hole in your penis right for the germs to go inside ?!!! germs can crawl up condoms and into your shaft like hello?! also do NOT use your fingers that’s even grosser. you’ll be out here with biohazard contaminated hands touching everywhere before you wash them like EW. i can’t believe i share the earth with people who engage in this depravity. absolutely disgusting my ex once decided it was a good idea to lick my butthole and try to put a finger up there without asking me mid sex and i had to stop the whole show. like ew now i cannot look at you the same and definitely won’t be kissing you again if you do stuff like that. i’m not into butt “sex” and even if i was, it’s not something to be spontaneous about and you should know this at your big age. especially because you didn’t even bother to ask me. put a finger up YOUR ass if you’re so into it. weirdo.