@Modern_Prom

A lot of people have me blocked because I associate with my partner. I’m coming to realize I was lovebombed and maybe this isn’t healthy, but what am I supposed to do? All of my friends know and are close with my partner. I don’t think my partner is necessarily evil. I don’t want them to get in trouble.

Oh my boyfriend really did love bomb me at the start, huh? I hope this all kills me.

It is rather fascinating to me that a lot of people seem to have the impression that portraying dark topics such as abuse, incest, ect. respectfully and “sexualizing” or “romanticizing” are two entirely separate things. As both a CSA victim and just a general freak, they’re not. So many works that seem to be in the surface “just” some taboo incest/lolisho porn also genuinely seem to understand abuse deeply and portray it respectfully at times. The same work can be a means of the author expressing a fetish or paraphilia AND coping with trauma. I also think it’s something I wish people considered before the attack people who make taboo works like this. While I’m sure there are people who JUST happen to like incest or lolisho or whatever, a LOT of us are also just. Very traumatized individuals who are coping with it the best we can. Even if you think it’s not a healthy coping mechanism, why send harassment?? For example, I think shedtwt is deeply harmful for participants, and often encourages people to get worse. However, I’m not going to send hatred to people on shedtwt because why the fuck would I do that

Even though people are talking about abuse more often nowadays, a lot of people seem to have a very surface level perception of it. Especially online, so many people have an urge to be a vigilante. While I get the sentiment, I see so many people act aggressively to the VICTIMS. A victim staying with their abuser does not mean they are “just as bad as them.” Victims OFTEN defend their abusers! People who do this don’t need to be put on blast. Making the victim feel overwhelmed or even attacked is likely to make them go to said abuser for comfort. The abuser will tell “their side” to make themself look innocent. The victim will seek out comfort and reassurance from this individual and likely be further isolated. Ughh

I promised I’d be their reason to live and they’d be mine if everyone else left. I know how people perceive me staying, but I can’t just leave.

I think my relationship is going to kill me, one way or another. And I think I don’t want to stop it

My grandfather is now mad at me and ranting to my cousin because I threw away the bacon and eggs he had made in the morning when it was well into the afternoon. They had just been on the counter, covered with just paper towel?? That is not safe to eat and I threw it away because of that. Can someone tell me I am not crazy

I hit myself in the head and I fucked up my wrist pretty bad how do I know if I broke it

My animal anatomy prof went on a rant about how vapes are produced by the Chinese communist party to slowly kill us. I???

Okay yeah for the record for anyone who is confused by my past vents, someone literally stalked me onto this site, harassed me, and threatened to expose my personal vents to people in my life if I didn't...not write a fic they didn't want me to write. I wish I was making this shit up.